Thursday, February 7, 2013

A Contradictory Man


“Notes from the Underground” by Fyodor Dostoevsky is considered to be the first existentialist novel. Existentialism is a 20thth century philosophical movement that was based on the analysis of human existence and the centrality of human choice. This novel focuses on the troubled psychological state of a bitter and isolated man who is a retired civil servant who resides in St. Petersberg.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 
The Underground Man is a character motivated by many contradictory impulses. Even though he believes himself to be more intelligent and perceptive than most other people, he also despises himself and frequently feels himself to be inferior or humiliated. In addition, he indicates that he “used to be in the civil service, but no longer [is]. [He is] a spiteful official” (Dostoevsy 4). It is a contradiction for someone in the civil service to be malevolent because they are expected to be righteous and good-natured. However, he later explains that he “could never really become spiteful (Dostoevsky 4). It is therefore difficult to undisclose the true nature of this contradictory man.

After a class discussion, I realized that we all possess contradictory traits. People’s first impression of me is that I epitomize a typical “girly girl” because I have a big princess crown over my bed and I love to shop. However, they are shocked to find that I am somewhat a “math geek” because math is typically associated with boys. In addition, girls typically have bad handwriting, but I am an exception. 

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